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Random Notes

Well, I should be writing more for NaNoWriMo, but I’m too tired. Long day at work. Meeting in the evening.

I’ve been fascinated by the way the UC Davis Pepper Spray Cop has been dealt with online, with his image superimposed on famous painting, the reviews of pepper spray on Amazon, etc. Some sort of interesting group dynamics worth exploring at some point.

Another idea I’ve been kicking around: In Tinker v. Des Moines Independent Community School District, a famous Supreme Court case about freedom of speech, the “speech” was wearing armbands. It will be interesting to see if setting up a tent and/or sleeping in the tent in a public space will end up being viewed as speech, similar to wearing an armband.

For another thought, the Supreme Court is currently considering U.S. v Jones, about using GPS tracking to track a person’s movements. Is this an invasion of privacy? A violation of the Fourth Amendment? Many of the articles talk about using the device to “track his movements on public streets”. However, it seems like there are a lot of other issues here that seem not to be tackled. First, having a GPS device on a vehicle doesn’t necessarily say anything about the suspect, unless the police can prove that the suspect was always the person in the vehicle. On top of that, they would have to prove that the GPS device was never tampered with, or temporarily moved to another vehicle. I imagine that someday, someone will find a GPS device on their vehicle and move it to a truck or a bus headed across the country. Finally, there is the issue of what happens when a person pulls off of a public street. Does the GPS stop working once it is off of public property to ensure people’s privacy? And are GPS’s that accurate anyway?

Enough for random thoughts for this evening.

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Rabbit, Rabbit, Rabbit, For All The Saints, NaNoWriMo and the storm.

Well, we have power back, both at home and at work so today should be as close to a normal day as possible. It is All Saints Day, which has always been an important day to me. It is also the beginning of National Novel Writing Month, or NaNoWriMo. I am setting out to do a semi-fictionalized autobiographical novel about the month, following, in part, the writings of Virginia Woolf, James Joyce, Robert Pirsig, William Least Heat Moon, and others. I will probably be sharing them as blog posts, so my blogging frequency is unlikely to decline, the length of my blog posts is likely to increase, but the variety of topics may decrease. Look for the first post later today.

Now, unto the normal activities of the day.

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Reading and Writing

After mentioning literary magazines in my blog post yesterday, I decided to go out and visit a few of the online literary magazines. It seemed like every story I stumbled across was about whiskey and dope and the misdirected phallic energy of some depraved youth aspiring to be a writer. Did I find that style of writing more interesting when I was younger? Have I just become a bit more stodgy in my old age? Perhaps.

Yet I have to wonder if writing about decadence is just the easy way out. Give people vicarious cheap thrills instead of trying to write something at the same time more mundane and more meaningful.

I look around my cluttered office for ideas. The pencil sharpener almost full of shavings, the empty yoghurt cup. I hear a load of clothing in the drier tumbling in the drier downstairs as a couple blankets that our neighbor’s dog peed on waits in the washer for their turn. I remember seeing a convertible driving by a church with a statue of the Virgin Mary in the passenger seat. I wonder what that was all about. Mostly mundane, but meaningful?

On the way home from a town committee meeting, I glanced at a bright star in the darkness, perhaps a wishing star. I’ve written about those nameless waiting wishes before. Perhaps it is simply wishing and waiting for words to start flowing. Perhaps it is wishing to see the Aurora Borealis which has been getting good headlines recently.

It is still early, but I am tired, and my linguistic work-out of the evening feels strained. It feels as if I’m having to work hard to coax the words out this evening. It may not make for the best reading, certainly not for the titillation of the young drug addled youth tearing up the city, but perhaps, by continuing to put one word after another I can become more adept at turning phrases and finding interesting ideas worth pursuing.

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At the Doctor’s Office

I’ve never paid a lot of attention to the doctors’ offices that I’ve gone to. Mostly, I’ve just wanted to get through my appointment with as little distraction as possible. However, as I’ve gotten older, met more people, and especially, as I’ve started working for a health center, my whole approach to doctors’ offices has changed a lot.

Today, I had my annual physical. Between high blood pressure, high cholesterol and getting past fifty, I have more things to attend to, although it is nothing compared to what friends who have chronic or potentially terminal conditions go through when they go to the doctors’ office.

The process of checking in went about as expected. I had changed jobs since my last physical, so I needed to show them a copy of my new insurance card. Of course, I couldn’t find it, but they had a copy of it on file from my wife’s most recent doctor’s visit.

I didn’t have to wait long for the medical assistant to see me. She checked my vital statistics; height and weight have stayed the same, blood pressure was a little high, still no surprises. They took an ECG, another test I’m used to having. However, this time, instead of having a machine printing out the graph on a piece of paper, she plugged the machine into her laptop and the data was automatically stored in my electronic health record.

I glanced at it. I wouldn’t recognize it if there was anything out of the ordinary, but still I looked. It was interesting. With all the data gathered, the medical assistant left the examination room, telling me the doctor would see me soon. She pointed to a pile of magazines and suggested I could read them while I wait.

Two of the things that people complain about most during doctors’ visits is waiting in the waiting room and then waiting in the examination room. So far, there was minimal waiting and there were efforts to make sure that I would have something to read, to make the wait less tedious.

Unfortunately, the choice of magazines was not particularly inspiring. There was People, Shape, and some magazine about fitness for pregnant women, or something like that. All of the magazines seemed focused on thin young white women. Now, I admit, if they include Sports Illustrated, or Field and Stream I wouldn’t have been much more interested. My taste in magazines is probably more towards Ploughshares, Paris Review or Prairie Schooner.

So, I read messages on my cellphones until they both died. Then, I glanced around the room. There were several posters about osteoporosis. Each poster sported the name of one pharmaceutical company or another. There were other posters about high blood pressure, asthma and various other conditions, but it seemed as if while the magazines were aimed at younger women, the posters were aimed at older women.

There was also a chart on one of the walls listing different medications that could be purchased inexpensively at a large local box store. All in all the room was clean and efficiently laid out. However, there were a couple boxes on the floor in various locations. Far enough out of the way to not be a hazard, but they would probably be flagged as a violation if The Joint Commission or some other organization came buy on a surprise visit. My mind wandered back to the lab, which had a big sign on the refrigerator door. The fridge was clearly marked as a place to store vaccines. Employees should not store their lunch in that fridge.

The doctor ended up being delayed at the hospital, but the wait wasn’t that bad. After reviewing recent aspects of my health history, I was on my way; nothing serious to be concerned about.

Yet from my time learning more about the medical system and talking with patient activists, I came away feeling that I had a much keener sense of all that was involved with my physical. As we struggle as a nation on how to deal with health care, perhaps a good starting point is for everyone to just be a little more observant during their trips to the doctors office.

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Saturday Evening

It is Saturday evening. Kim, Fiona and a friend have gone over to our neighbors to soak in the hot tub after having spent the day at the local elementary school’s Halloween Hoot. I am sitting home quietly. I am exhausted after the Social Media Health Care Summit at the Mayo clinic. On top of the exhaustion, I may be fighting a little virus. The back of my mouth is puffy and sore. I slept much of the day, and will probably head off to bed fairly soon. I’m sipping a little single malt scotch right now, and lacking a better mouthwash, will gargle with some cheap gin later.

The discussion surrounding the summit continues online. Some people are also commenting on exhaustion similar to mine. Others are posting final pictures and providing follow up information. The Fibromuscular Dysplasia Society of America responded to my tweets. Check out their website.

One of my follow up items from the week is to try and find some recordings of Edward R Murrow to listen to. So, this evening, I went out and listened to Orchestrated Hell! - December 3, 1943. As I listened, I thought of how things have changed from those days, to these of unmanned drones, and I long to be able to write as descriptively as Murrow. Kim, Fiona and her friend have returned and Fiona turned on the television to Cartoon Network. The contrast between Murrow and Cartoon Network is jarring.

As I surf blogs, I see notifications about National Novel Writing Month, NaNoWriMo. At this point, I’m not planning on writing anything for NaNoWriMo. I have too many other things to do. In addition, there is so much work that I want to do on my writing.

Various news alerts pop up on my screen. A trouper has been involved in a shooting in New Haven. A man has become pinned under a tractor trailer. It’s Saturday evening, and I’m exhausted.

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